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Pausenmodus, Ambitionen zu Großtaten, aber der Mittag ist windig und…

Pausenmodus, Ambitionen zu Großtaten, aber der Mittag ist windig und bringt Regen. So bleibt ein Exkurs auf die Terrasse, ein Wühlen in feuchtem, moosbedecktem Kies, um die kleine Tanne zu sichern, beobachtet von Tauben und Krähen und den Appartment-Nachbarn, die sich vor den Wettern in ihren kahlem Wohnraum verstecken. Hohe Nebel, draußen wie drinnen, halb durch die hellen Stunden und es braucht die Übersicht, die Liste, die abgehakten Punkte, um sich selbst zu erklären, dass seit dem Morgen Dinge erledigt wurden. Klarheit, als eine fehlende Superkraft.

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That evening, in between. Different stories and some things the day still t…

That evening, in between. Different stories and some things the day still tries to keep up. Also, watching the neighbours adhere to their early night rituals, noticing the huge screens, the fast images, the strong colours. Not yet ready to get back to the piano, but once more pondering making a zine, or writing down lines pages ideas by hand for the mere sake of it. Not wanting to think purpose that much, just to add some things, some odds and ends to counter too much dark cynicism, sarcasm spread all across the fabric of these months. And be it just to keep oneself from that, always at least a bit in certain hours. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.

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A lot later again. In between sleep and wake, that annoying experience of h…

A lot later again. In between sleep and wake, that annoying experience of having been close to that solution while dozing through dusk - to know it slipped out of hand just that moment one wants to grab it. Trembling in dense air, cold rooms, tired. Pondering numbers, sequences, structures and formulas. Abstract philosophy devoid of any purpose, but unable to quiesce those. Have a soft night wherever you are.

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